Change for Life

Imaanooo!

Ramadan Mubarak my love!

It’s been a week since Ramadan started!

And الحمدلله!

Things are exactly not as great as I expected them to be, but they are good. I am definitely doing other kinds of ibadah compared to last year, with you along!

I am tracking my day, my acts of worship and rating them everyday!

I only have one dua for this Ramadan -

" Ya الله , please make me muqarraboon! For life!"

I don’t want to go back to my past ugly self. And I am sick of making excuses for my sinful nafs.

And guess what Imanoo?

Today after Suhoor, I was just lying in bed thinking about Said Nursi. His Risale Sick has been running in mind. I have been thinking all the ways I can fix my attitude towards this sickness I am experiencing.

I have been having a very bad throat for few days. Today when I woke up it was so painful to even speak or swallow. But الحمدلله , I am in good spirits. And I realized some important things in the morning today!

Most of my problem is not my goals setting, planning or even execution. It is my attitude.

It is my willpower!